Today, I am here, but my mind is there.
The dreams in my head are becoming hard to bear.
I’m focused and the overwhelming desire to create, has built me up, torn me down, and pushed me to be great.
Expectancy is in my heart and my visions cloud my mind, I’ve ignored the ache and drowned the sorrows, but nothing’s worked this time.
I want to grow, I want to write, I want to elevate and fight. I will know and I will go to a new elevated height.
Yesterday was hard, today is somewhat better, but tomorrow is for sure the win. I’ll give it all I’ve got, I’ll work as hard as I can, as long as what I produce comes from within.
I love who I used to be, but I’m in love with who I am. It took me a while to get here, but now I understand.
The hardships and the downfalls were to prepare me to be here, a stepping stone of elevation for the prime of my career.
I’ve worked, I’ve sacrificed, and it all ended me up here. Today…only for today, will I be content with my sorrows, because soon a better day will come, hopefully it’s tomorrow.
The Promises HE made me…
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” -Jeremiah 29: 11
“A man’s gift makes room for him, and brings him before great men.” -Proverbs 18:16
“…No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love him.” - 1 Corinthians 2:9
“Whoever believes in me, as the scripture has said, ‘Out of his heart shall flow rivers of living water.” -John 7:38
“Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.” -Psalm 37:4